xx My Great Friends xx

Recentlly I feel everyday is boring...
Not fun and feel everyday is same...


In fact, when I was junior high school student,
I was very negative , quiet and always avoided from inconveniently things.
I was really not good at talking with my friends.Now I think my friends were also like me.
I wanted to change such me...
but I didn't know how to change and didn't have a courage to change.
I had one best friend then. Her name is Yumi. I could talk about myself to only her.
I thought ppl need only one best friend!ONLY ONE. Maybe she also thoght so.


When I became high school student, I was worried I can make friends.
But I met one girl. Her name is Natsumi. She was active, positive and kind.
When I went to Australia, tried to sit on the committee of chorus, decided something in class...and so on...always I was with her.She always cheered me.
Thanks to her, I could change myself gradually and could try many new things however hard. My world and possibility spreaded!!


Winter of 2005, there was recruitment of Easter program which study English at Cambridge for17dys.Only 3 students can go.
I applied it with Natsumi. We had interview test and wished that we can go together!!
I could pass the test but she failed...
I was really sad and hesitated to go Cam coz we are not together.
However she pushed me and said "you can go and have a chance! ".
And I decided to go without her.
I didn't know this program was big event to change and be grown me more and more then.

Through this program I met many wonderful ppl.
Especially, affected me is Tomomi.
She has very strong will and is active, positive, tough and seemed brilliant for me!!
I think I couldn't be close friend with her if I had gone with Natsumi.
Because I think I was alwasys with her.
She has special power which I can't express words.
I don't know the reason why I think so but something was changing in myself with her.
I always get big power from her!! We can be crazy! ha-ha!
She lives far from here and is going abroad.
But her extence is verrrrrry big to feel she is always near me!


I also met many many wonderful ppl when I was high school student.
Many girls and boys!!
My mind changed. I feel I'm very lucky to meet them.
I noticed that I don't need to restrict that best friend is not only one.
I think all encounter of my life is the fate!!


Because they are so coool, I can't find more nice friends than them! (It doesn't mean irony:-> )
I hope I can meet friends who are active, positive and can laugh together like them at ferris!!